I died the day
We stopped talking.
And now I wait
Hidden by shadows.
Waiting to just
Live once more.
I won’t cry.
I won’t give up.
I can’t go back now.
Half-dead, half-breathing.
I thought it’d be ok.
It was no argument,
That stopped my life…
Only time,
And myself.
I guess its like,
A suicide.
I lost myself.
Even before I found you.
So I’ll continue
To just wander,
Searching for a way
To bring me back.
I thought it’d be you
But you’re past all that.
You’re over me.
And I desperately
Try to be the same
And get over you.
Maybe that would be
My first step
Of living a life…
Like when I met you
You helped me to live
Then let me die.
Not knowing who I was
Not knowing me.
I hope she keeps
You up for weeks
Just like you
Did to me.
This new life
You have given someone else.
Absence is the only
Thing surrounding me.
Suffocating my half a breath.
Memories of you
Haunt me tonight.
Half-sleeping, half-waking
I’ll always be
Until I live again.
Find something,
Someone new.
To have a reason
Just to live
Can you walk
Through me?
Unlock me from
The inside?
You don’t know
Me at all
And neither do I…